WishesWhen I go to sleep at night I wish you were here to hold me When I wake in the morning I wish you were here to kiss me When I am in the shower I wish you were here to wash my body When I am cold I wish you were here to warm me When my hair is in my eyes I wish you were here to brush it away When I smile and laugh I wish you were the one who made it soWishes
But most of all I wish you were here so I could do those things for you
DreamsMy dreams last night had me tossing and turning Agonized by uncontrollable yearning But now I'm awake I want to go back Without you I fear that I will crack Just lie there deadDreams
until sleep comes again Forever in my head that's where you reign Holding my own hand Wishing it were yours Come back to me, and tell me I'm yours. And hold me near and hold me tight as long as you're here everything is alright
Have patienceOn the first day back everything was bright. I could still smell you. Feel your arms around me, and the taste of your mouth. My neck was fresh and sore from the grip of your bite. Cheeks still pink from the warmth of your love. I was soaring far and above.Have patience
On the second day things were slightly dim. Memories had me close my eyes and tightly clench my hands, leaving red crescents where my nails dug in. My blood still sparkled at the thought of you. I breathed a sigh and said that I could see this through.
On the third day I was feeling grey. Your touch had all but faded
Could this be Happiness?When the sun kisses your skin and you feel like a sunflowerCould this be Happiness?
When your petaled hair seems
to caress your face
You ask not wherefore
nor when
where
what
or how.
Just stand
with
your yellow smile
(and)
let the breeze sway you
(any which way)
Absorb the life you are rooted to... and feel your cells expand
drinkNot for taste or sustenance- But burning lust of paralysis Swallow this- that unknown shame- The familiar stranger who has no name- The bleak despair of absent memory- What was and is shall never be- to look for answers all I see. My mind betrayed by the bliss of glee- The grinding pain of chemical rush- Nothing in parallel to the questions crush. Subdued removed obsolete denied- By selfish attempts to drown what is inside- Cannot forget just who ill be- My life defined by misery.drink
Always for just a minutes rest. But without memory nothings left. &
It's been awhile
Neutral
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we will fold and freeze together far away from here.--
"To really ask is to open the door to the whirlwind. The answer may annihilate the question and the questioner." - Lestat
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Look, you stupid bastard. You've got no arms left.
Having a Boo Radley moment, are we?
"We are no longer the knights who say ni! We are now the knights who say ekki-ekki-ekki-pitang-zoom-boing!"
I am weird aren't I?
hazzah!
.....but theres more than that lol.....but i feel bad, and you did lots, so ignore that...
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'...and some, not a few, would be crowned with flowers and have strange smiles on their faces.'
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